A few months ago i had the pleasure of serving as a sub model for a femdom site. i did this after seeking permission from my wife. Despite this, my wife and i still argued about what this meant in terms of fidelity.
Things were seemingly resolved, but my desire to serve is still present, which is why i have since applied to appear in more shoots, albeit without my wife's knowledge. my theory is that until i have an actual confirmed shoot, there's not much point in causing upset.
The idea of appearing on film is such a rush. From the moment the shoot begins, i have no control. It is not about me, purely about accepting what is demanded of me and trying to fulfil this requirement. As a result, i crave this kind of service again, being abused for profit without the comfort of safe words or limits.
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